Fire

آری، آری ، زندگی زیباست زندگی آتشگهی دیرنده پا برجاست گر بیفروزیش، رقص شعله اش در هر کران پیداست ورنه، خاموش است وخاموشی گناه ماست سیاوش کسرایی / / / / / Life is like fire, can burns forever. If we turn it on we can see flame dances from far away, other wise its dark and thats our fault.

The best thing in the world is u wake up after a good sleep, when u r not tierd anymore, and u find out ur face and ur body looks natural (normal) again.
Story start 2nights ago, When I was complaining ( alaki) that Rox Is much cuter and have a much better body than me,
shaer megoft: "Kofre nemat nakon amdar, azirak kofre nemat nematat kahesh konad!!!! "and still I did. After couple of hours i found my hand was ichy, and after an hour my body was full of red hives, and they were so ichy and that night i just slept for 2 hrs atmost.
When i woke up and after shower life was better, and I was thankful to god, u know some times its good to have some funny feeling and see such a blessing it is to be normal,
and as u know "shokre nemat nematat afzoon konad."
at around 5 o clock my face back to be like a mumy again. and i was controling myself not to jump up and down cuz of my ichy skin.
I slowly it got worst, ( i start beliving my pains are time dependant- seems like i have alergy to "5 o clock" and after 5) [maybe its all Samira Makhmalbaf's faults, Who made that, "at 5 o clock in afternoon"] { Just for the sake of blaming ;) }
Then Nikan and SOurena came home, I belive Nikan haven't seen a mumy cuter than me, !!!! ( some how it remind me of "Beauty and the beast", but vice versa, being beauty queen and then turn to real me, the beast. hahahaah)

Mom made lots of khakeshir for me last night, Its so good to have mom :). and i slept with one patch of ice on my hand and 2 on my feed.
today when I wake up my whole bed was wet, ( All those melted ice) But When i checked on mirror it was the best blessing I could have : no more red hives.